Friday, September 28, 2012

Business on the Top...Party on the Bottom

As I was getting ready for work today I had the immense pleasure of donning a brand new skirt.  It is seriously gorgeous...a tan herringbone patterned fall piece, but with the most glorious black lace ruffle gracing the bottom edge and a girly black satin ribbon around the waist.  I slipped on my nude Tahari pumps and I was good. to. go.  Not gonna lie.  I felt pretty B.A.

I walked into work and one of my female co-workers looks at me and tells me how I am always so pretty and how much she loved my skirt.  She said it was very, "business on top, party on the bottom."  That made me smile.  That whole naughty/nice thing is really my cup of tea, which is probably a story for another day.  After that, a different co-worker and I then had a little tête-à-tête about dressing up which has subsequently inspired me to grace you with my wisdom on this particular subject.  Yes, I use the term "wisdom" very loosely.

I was fat for the vast majority of my adult life.  Gasp. Yes, I said I was fat.  Why would I say such a thing?  Well...because I was.  I hated shopping.  I never thought I looked good in anything.  Shopping was painful.  Shopping was a horrible reminder that I was nowhere near the person I wanted to be.  To put it bluntly, shopping sucked and frankly I just wasn't comfortable in my own skin.  If you are comfortable and content and perfectly pleased with where you are at...more power to you!  I know some bee-yoo-tee-ful ladies in all shapes and sizes.  I, however, wasn't ok with how I looked and decided to do something about it.

So why oh why do I like to dress up now?  Why do I think it's important? 

One reason is because I've worked my rear off.  Literally.  Like, I lost a big chunk of my arse.  Over the past two years I have lost 80 pounds.  That's like losing a child's worth of weight.  And not a tiny kid either.  It's a mostly big kid who makes trips to the grocery store really darn expensive because they eat like a ravenous human who hasn't been able to find food since the zombie apocolypse. 

The biggest reason I like dressing up is because of how it makes me feel.  When I look like I have my act together on the outside, I feel like I have my act together.  I may possibly even be able to fake that I have my act together.  Yay me!

When I look like an unmotivated slob, that's exactly how I feel.  Seriously, that's not a very good way to feel.  My apologies to all the people who are totally cool with going to the grocery store in their pajamas, but that is not me.  I want to smack those people.  Hard.  Like I know there is nothing wrong with being comfortable.  I get that.  Looking like you've given up on life, however, is really unnecessary.  Unless you have given up on life.  In that case, let me give you a hug. 

In short, dressing up is a damn fine thing.  It makes you feel good.  I challenge you to try it for a few days and see the differences you notice in both how you feel and how other people treat you.  I doubt you'll be disappointed, and heck, you may even like it. 

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