I Want To Write

I want to write this blog in the worst possible way.  I used to have a really well read blog.  I loved writing and sharing my thoughts and feelings.  I loved connecting with strangers who became friends because they could relate to my experiences.  I feel like that was a lifetime ago and I was a different person then.  I don't even really know who that person was. 

All I know is every single day I feel the words welling up inside of me that want to come out.  I want to write without thinking or censoring.  I want to be genuine, but at the same time I don't want to be judged.  I feel like those two things definitely do not go hand in hand.  It is a constant conflict swirling around my head. 

To write or not to write.  To let people read my raw thoughts and feelings without worrying about the fallout.  This is my dilemma.